Sometimes I think I’d rather be heartbroken over someone than just drifting through life by myself. But then other times, I don’t know. I’m really glad I’m not plagued by the thought of somebody. I like that nobody has that kind of power over me. The decisions I’m making right now are so hard and so important-and that’s just me on my own. So maybe it’s better I have no one else’s feelings to consider in addition to mine. Maybe it’s better this way. Even if it does kind of suck sometimes.